HOPE ♥ DESTINY ♥


Destiny

Destiny- an invisible yet playful being that exhumes our confusions about things. It brings everything where it should be, when it should be, where it should be. It brought Romeo to Juliet, Ariel to Eric, Fiona to Shrek, and every girl to her man. But is it true that your first love never dies? Is it always necessary that the first will be your last? I guess, no. Sometimes, destiny just challenges us if we're patient and persevering enough to wait for the right time. 

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
And finds in your presence that life is worth while,
So when you are lonely, remember it's true:
Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.


Sometimes, when we fall in love, it's mostly the wrong person- since true love comes only once. And if we ever fall for the right person, it's sometimes comes in the wrong time. Maybe we can say that destiny decided you should look the other way, that we should just WAITfor the time where destiny actually allows something trivial like love exists.

Serendipity: Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you've found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for.

Unrequited love- the feeling when emotions are just one-sided. For most people's point of view, it's a suckish, sad, devastating feeling that does nothing but harms your soul. However, for me, it's just an indication that you need get more courage and strength to hold on to such a feeling called love. As long as you do not lose it, it will always be good, and one day, it will bring you good.

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back, soften and purify the heart.

Most people say they'll wait until some day, destiny will bring them what they deserved. But, as I see it, destiny isn't something that needs waiting, but something that needs motivating. We do not do nothing so that destiny could do something, but do everything so we can fix our destiny to the things we want our lives to be into.

Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.

Love, seeks to make someone else happy rather than to be happy. Unrequited love was never wrong- since one day, as long as you have enough efforts and enough will, it will become requited. We never had a hold on destiny, yes, but we always had our bodies and souls to do everything to mark a path for our destiny. :)

We are not creatures of circumstance; we are creators of circumstance.

And so, I guess, even if that person that we love right now has someone else in their arms, as long as our emotion remains strong and still, who knows? Maybe one day, the person will come to us or maybe someone better will come. As long as we make the right choices, the right moves, and the right emotions, one day, we will find true love. As long as we have a heart, we always have love. :)

We do not love because we can do everything- we can do everything because we love. ;)

ALMOST GIVING UP :(


, comes another story to tell, not for auction.
On the eyebrow of chaos and on the waistline of destruction

So violently it struck me, those words I never wanted to hear
A short drop and a sudden stop, my eye dropped a tear
Forgetting existence because I was devoured by fear
You like her, you like her Oh dear.

And so it was brutal.

Like a slash of a sword and like a whip from a stick
Your words tore me apart and they made me sick
Sure, actions speak louder than words
But they came from you- my whole world.

Exaggerating? A little. But I just want you to know that it's remarkable how my feelings for you fade and go back.

Lucky though I might seem,
to and end must come this dream.
I always though we were a team,
But later on, I realized... I was charcoal, and you were cream

One last thing you must know: I will always... love you. Difficult to believe, but it's true. Having you enter my life was already a good thing that happened in me. :)

And so, like a slash of a sword and a whip of a stick
Like the slap of a wrist and the speed of a wink
To you milady, I bid adieu
You may never accept it, but I'll always love you.

Yeah, you're better off with her.
We can't be together,
We were meant to meet again never.

And so, with a tear and with a slight grin
My humbled opponent, you now win. :'(

SO..YEAH.. :(

''My life is over! :( " the line I've been saying since summer, since the day he never texted,called, nor talk to me. I've spent sleepless nights, crying in the agony of loosing my best friend, of loosing my love.But these cries were never enough to ease the pain-every teardrop was a knife stabbed to my ♥ :(

 I never told him how much I love him, it's because I've always been hurt every time i fall in love. My first love? I've cried a river.. My Second? It was a disaster.. And NOW? uhmm well.. ahahha.xDD. 

I'm not a typical teenager-I'm not a FLIRT, I don't care about my fashion sense, I don't care if my hair falls untidily. I'm not the kind of girl who dresses up like a wanna be.Well, I guess I'm weird. But my friends say my attitude is far from my social status. I'm not bragging but..well.xD 

I value my friends more than I value myself.. that's the thing that's effin about me.. I'm a martyr when it comes to people who have a special place in my heart. That's why I'm sometimes disregarded and ignored because I'll always be there to support them... Is it bad though? 

AND WHAT'S THE WORST THING ABOUT ME? 


I'M A COWARD IN SAYING WHAT I TRULLY FEEL..

I TRULY LOVE HIM.. EVEN NOW...I STILL DO.. I NEVER STOP... I NEVER WILL- though there's this pain in my chest.

"I LOVE YOU..I MAY NOT TELL YOU..BUT I SHOWED YOU(NOT IN A FLIRTY MANNER). I THOUGHT SUPPORTING AND BEING AROUND YOU WOULD LET YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.NOW ALL THAT'S LEFT OF YOU ARE OUR MEMORIES.I HOLD ON TO IT.I MISS YOU..." tears :)

It's ALWAYS HIM ♥ It's ALWAYS BEEN HIM ♥ :(

I AM BAD in ENGLISH
BUT
i can tell you
that I LOVE YOU.
.
.
I am BAD in GEOGRAPHY
BUT
i can tell you
thAt you LIVE in my HEART.
.
.
I am BAD in HISTORY
BUT
I can REMEMBER
when i FIRST saw you.
.
.
I am BAD in CHEMISTRY
BUT
I can tell
WHATS the REACTION
when you SMILE.
.
.
I am BAD in PHYSICS
BUT
I can tell the
INTENSITY of SPARK of my EYES
when they SEE you.
.
.
I am BAD in every SUBJECT
BUT
I can TELL ALL
I will PASS all SUBJECTS
if the TOPIC is YOU. ;))