HOPE ♥ DESTINY ♥

Destiny

Destiny- an invisible yet playful being that exhumes our confusions about things. It brings everything where it should be, when it should be, where it should be. It brought Romeo to Juliet, Ariel to Eric, Fiona to Shrek, and every girl to her man. But is it true that your first love never dies? Is it always necessary that the first will be your last? I guess, no. Sometimes, destiny just challenges us if we're patient and persevering enough to wait for the right time. 

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
And finds in your presence that life is worth while,
So when you are lonely, remember it's true:
Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

Sometimes, when we fall in love, it's mostly the wrong person- since true love comes only once. And if we ever fall for the right person, it's sometimes comes in the wrong time. Maybe we can say that destiny decided you should look the other way, that we should just WAITfor the time where destiny actually allows something trivial like love exists.

Serendipity: Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you've found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for.

Unrequited love- the feeling when emotions are just one-sided. For most people's point of view, it's a suckish, sad, devastating feeling that does nothing but harms your soul. However, for me, it's just an indication that you need get more courage and strength to hold on to such a feeling called love. As long as you do not lose it, it will always be good, and one day, it will bring you good.

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back, soften and purify the heart.

Most people say they'll wait until some day, destiny will bring them what they deserved. But, as I see it, destiny isn't something that needs waiting, but something that needs motivating. We do not do nothing so that destiny could do something, but do everything so we can fix our destiny to the things we want our lives to be into.

Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.

Love, seeks to make someone else happy rather than to be happy. Unrequited love was never wrong- since one day, as long as you have enough efforts and enough will, it will become requited. We never had a hold on destiny, yes, but we always had our bodies and souls to do everything to mark a path for our destiny. :)

We are not creatures of circumstance; we are creators of circumstance.

And so, I guess, even if that person that we love right now has someone else in their arms, as long as our emotion remains strong and still, who knows? Maybe one day, the person will come to us or maybe someone better will come. As long as we make the right choices, the right moves, and the right emotions, one day, we will find true love. As long as we have a heart, we always have love. :)

We do not love because we can do everything- we can do everything because we love. ;)

ALMOST GIVING UP :(

, comes another story to tell, not for auction.

On the eyebrow of chaos and on the waistline of destruction

So violently it struck me, those words I never wanted to hear

A short drop and a sudden stop, my eye dropped a tear

Forgetting existence because I was devoured by fear

You like her, you like her Oh dear.

And so it was brutal.

Like a slash of a sword and like a whip from a stick

Your words tore me apart and they made me sick

Sure, actions speak louder than words

But they came from you- my whole world.

Exaggerating? A little. But I just want you to know that it's remarkable how my feelings for you fade and go back.

Lucky though I might seem,

to and end must come this dream.

I always though we were a team,

But later on, I realized... I was charcoal, and you were cream

One last thing you must know: I will always... love you. Difficult to believe, but it's true. Having you enter my life was already a good thing that happened in me. :)

And so, like a slash of a sword and a whip of a stick

Like the slap of a wrist and the speed of a wink

To you milady, I bid adieu

You may never accept it, but I'll always love you.

Yeah, you're better off with her.

We can't be together,

We were meant to meet again never.

And so, with a tear and with a slight grin

My humbled opponent, you now win. :'(

SO..YEAH.. :(

''My life is over! :( " the line I've been saying since summer, since the day he never texted,called, nor talk to me. I've spent sleepless nights, crying in the agony of loosing my best friend, of loosing my love.But these cries were never enough to ease the pain-every teardrop was a knife stabbed to my ♥ :(

 I never told him how much I love him, it's because I've always been hurt every time i fall in love. My first love? I've cried a river.. My Second? It was a disaster.. And NOW? uhmm well.. ahahha.xDD. 

I'm not a typical teenager-I'm not a FLIRT, I don't care about my fashion sense, I don't care if my hair falls untidily. I'm not the kind of girl who dresses up like a wanna be.Well, I guess I'm weird. But my friends say my attitude is far from my social status. I'm not bragging but..well.xD 

I value my friends more than I value myself.. that's the thing that's effin about me.. I'm a martyr when it comes to people who have a special place in my heart. That's why I'm sometimes disregarded and ignored because I'll always be there to support them... Is it bad though? 

AND WHAT'S THE WORST THING ABOUT ME? 

I'M A COWARD IN SAYING WHAT I TRULLY FEEL..

I TRULY LOVE HIM.. EVEN NOW...I STILL DO.. I NEVER STOP... I NEVER WILL- though there's this pain in my chest.

"I LOVE YOU..I MAY NOT TELL YOU..BUT I SHOWED YOU(NOT IN A FLIRTY MANNER). I THOUGHT SUPPORTING AND BEING AROUND YOU WOULD LET YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.NOW ALL THAT'S LEFT OF YOU ARE OUR MEMORIES.I HOLD ON TO IT.I MISS YOU..." tears :)

It's ALWAYS HIM ♥ It's ALWAYS BEEN HIM ♥ :(

I AM BAD in ENGLISH
BUT
i can tell you
that I LOVE YOU.
.
.
I am BAD in GEOGRAPHY
BUT
i can tell you
thAt you LIVE in my HEART.
.
.
I am BAD in HISTORY
BUT
I can REMEMBER
when i FIRST saw you.
.
.
I am BAD in CHEMISTRY
BUT
I can tell
WHATS the REACTION
when you SMILE.
.
.
I am BAD in PHYSICS
BUT
I can tell the
INTENSITY of SPARK of my EYES
when they SEE you.
.
.
I am BAD in every SUBJECT
BUT
I can TELL ALL
I will PASS all SUBJECTS
if the TOPIC is YOU. ;))

TIME and LOVE

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including LOVE One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?""It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"



Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is." ♥

Fight? or Disarm?

It's okay not to be okay,

Sometimes it's hard to follow your ♥

There's something your loosing

Everybody's bruising 

Just be true to who you are...

But how can you be certain of yourself when you know deep within your heart, you're loosing someone great-someone special.the one you want to spend forever with-.. THE ONE WHO COMPLETES YOU. 

THE EFF.. I apologize for all these drama... i just can't take this pain inside me.. The sorrow of loosing my bestest friend.. because there's this part of me that's longing for his smile, his velvet voice... and EVERYTHING..

to be continued...tomorrow.. .got loads of homework.. :(.nevermind the tears..ahahahha...

Second Chances

I'm SORRY.. PLEASE.......FORGIVE ME :((

Everything has an end, we'll have to face it. Some may just last for seconds, some for generations, but they just end. From crushes to epic emotions, they just seem to disappear. Although it's sad, they just happen. What's great though, is that sometimes, they reappear. :)

Even if it's the sweetest, candy-coated, nine-clouded, best described, most defined, blissful, infinitely wonderful, favorably fascinating, and just exaggeratedly overexposed to our hearts, love, just ends. And there are only two reasons why they end: the GOODreason, and the BAD reason.

The GOOD reason:

When the feeling is mutual, and you both realized you need to let go and just end what you currently have, or when no matter what miraculous things you do destiny just keeps you straight apart. It's great, since both are being okay about it.

The BAD reason:
Love might be blind, yes, but we still overuse our eyes and just set our attention mostly to your cardiovascular hemisphere, and face it, when we do, we just becomeFAULTFINDERS. Because, in every little detail of his/her life we look at, we just don't see the good things, but also the bad ones. And when we do, we get discouraged, and ultimately, the relationship goes downhill and just gets buried six feet under.

However, no matter what the reason, it just comes to the same conclusion- the relationship has to end. But, what would you do, if you realized that you were entirely wrong? That what you thought about when you broke up was just a lame excuse, and when you realize that you still need each other?

Love is always sweeter the second time around- you know why? Because 'twas always great when you both know your weaknesses already, and you fill up those holes and make your bonding even stronger. You hold on even stronger, because now, you realize, that what was once yours, is now back, and that it was worth fighting for it and having it back.

If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down but the staying down.

But sometimes, too, destiny just decides that it doesn't and will never work out again. However, it's still a good thing. If you were deserted, ditched, or anything near otherwise, just thank the person for giving you an opportunity to know someone else. :)

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

And that's why we love. Because it's a capability that makes us happy and better. :) For every heartbreaking song that plays on the radio, for every tormenting, sad movie we see and stories we hear about bad breakups, still, it's refreshing to see couples cuddle up each other when the weather gets cold and enjoy the heat of the sun with laughters and embraces- and in the end, we get to realize that no matter how painful and how hard love may seem, we would want it- and would not stop wanting it. :)

We don't love just to have someone else in our lives, we love because we found life with that someone else. :)

True Love Waits

Letting Go

If you want something so much, let it go;
if it comes back, it's yours,
if it doesn't, you never really had it anyway.

Love may be unconditional, but relationships aren't. There will always be a big turning point on a relationship that decides whether it goes on or it ends. Sometimes, the other half realizes that it wouldn't work out because of some inevitable circumstances- like when she realizes that love isn't really blind- because she sees something better in someone else. It might be painful, but it's true- nothing was meant to last forever. It could've been great if it returns right after the second it was lost, but it doesn't. It gets lost forever.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go.

Sometimes, we just need to let go. If we really care for that person, then we let that person go. We must not become so selfish and narcissistic because we want ourselves to be happy. The point is, shall we force someone to be within our grasp, to love us with half the intent, for us to be happy? Will we force someone to love us? I for one, will answer no. There is no such sense in holding on to a relationship when the other half does not really bother to care anymore. If he/she is happier with someone else, then let her go. I think we must not disturb the new happiness of a person we love. If we love that person, and if that person's happy with someone else, then we'll be happy.

There’s no need to miss someone from your past- There’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future.

Letting go might be difficult, but it's one way of saying that you really love the person. You do not cling on to your wants, but you respect that person's decision. It might be tough to move on, but you have to. He/She might not be your fated behalf, maybe not the one before, or not the one next- but that fated behalf will arrive at a certainly uncertain time. Because, true love only happens once.

True love doesn’t have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I love you.

A relationship was never about you or her or you or him, but about the both of you. :)

Sacrifices :(

Sacrifice is overrated

I’d catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you
I’d jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you.
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby;
But you won't do the same.

That feeling when you're in love. The time when you go past your comfort zones and exceed your limits- when you want to do everything to make the 50% of your life happier. You get that person what he/she wants, even if it costs you your money, your decency, your honor, and even your life.

But to what point and purpose does sacrificing your own existence mean? To show that your love is exceedingly powerful, that the universe is the limit? Is that the way of showing someone how you truly feel? I think not. Will you, swear on the pain of death, just to fulfill a commitment? Is it even worth it?

For me, these kinds of sacrifices just to please your other half are useless, and completely insane. How could you express your eternal love for someone, when you're already dead? How can you say that because you love the person, you're making them happy, but you are getting hurt in the process? It isn't love if you're just doing it for the sake of the other. Love is something to be shared, not spared.

A thing is not necessarily true because a man dies for it.

Sacrifice, penance, atonement, oblation, and anything synonymous or whatsoever- that involves your very own self for the sake of someone else's belief- is far too much dull and surprisingly unnecessary. I guess, the only sacrifice that's worth it, is for sacrificing your happiness for the one you love- for his/her own happiness- that, my dear friends, is true love. You do not say "I love you so much, that I would die for you.", but instead, "I love you so much, that I would live for you."


:)

what LOVE is

Contentment

Love conquers all, they say. A feeling that makes us confident, strong, inspired, awed, and almost everything fully or partly coequal and positively and optimistically strengthening. However, they also say love is blind- and that may seem fit for some happenings where we close our eyes and open our eyes- and involve ourselves in relationships that already exist.

When we're single, we're friendly- and when we're in love, we flirt with other people.

A third party- the archnemesis of a relationship that was supposed to last forever. It's an existent, malicious, inevitable, destructive essence that suddenly ignites when someone else gets attracted by the overall humanity of your halfheart or when your supposed to be fated behalf realizes that he/she wants to boat in the veneer of two rivers.

Love is absolute loyalty. People fade, looks fade, but loyalty never fades. You can depend so much on certain people, you can set your watch by them. And that's love, even if it doesn't seem very exciting.

If it does happen, then 'twas never love that happened- because no person that loves someone will ever do something for his/her own sake and hurt the other. Just let the person go- because he/she loves that third party more- since he/she couldn't have loved someone else when you were already enough. It was just a temporary and maybe epic infatuation, a feeling that often gets misdefined as love most of the time. Love isn't just a thing that is to be taken for granted. It's a capability that everyone needs to take care of, because it only comes ONCE in our life. And that's something to take care of.

Love might mean nothing in table tennis, but it means everything in life. 

Loyalty, contentment- words so easy to spell yet so difficult to apply. Love one another and just one another- and you will be happy. It's as simple, and as difficult as that. We were given two hands to hold, two feet to walk, two ears to hear, and two eyes to see- but why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. And just someONE else.

You know why love was meant for only two people? Because 2 was always < 3. :))

LOVELOVELOVELOVE♥

Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.

And as those rounded pebbles went towards her window, something formed. Not just anything, but something extraordinary that could inspire the future generations-that thing we call LOVE.

Serendipity, coincidence, synchronicity, destiny, uncertain certainty, kismet, happenstance, the way the cookie crumbles. On the 5.5 million people on this planet, how do you expect to find your pair, your coquette, the answer to your love's duet? Will you go to someone else's garden, throw a pebble to their windows and say verses of your emotion? And suddenly,LOVE happens?

I guess our view on love is overrated, huh? We think that things like these happen because some epic divine intervention of some sort meant for it to happen. We think that it works on mysterious ways. We think that it happens when two people drastically feel the same mutual feeling and share it to the last extents of their breaths. But, I think, no. Love need not be double sided.

For me, love is an emotion that we keep in our own selves. It just gets nurtured and pathetically better when we share it with someone. But, I think this emotion is honestly and personally probable. When you love someone, it's not because the person's beautiful, smart, cool, hot, extravagantly admirable, or has that seductive and charming aura- you love someone because you know no other way.

As I see it, love can develop in one person only. When you know it's not admiration, a crush, infatuation, or any other belittled feeling of that sort, and when you know it's love, it matters not if the feeling is mutual. You love someone because you love someone, and you do not expect for it to be a vice-versa feeling. And you never put that good emotion to waste. When you love someone, show him/her what you feel, and be not afraid of the consequences, but be happy that you were able to express what really lies beneath you.

And so, in conclusion, it doesn't really matter if you meet that Romeo or that Juliet of yours, or if you share their love story. You don't really have a hold on destiny, so you don't really know that the boy that just passed when you were tying your shoelaces and the girl that sat beside you on the bus was your fated behalf. :)

"For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo."

Every love story's unique. Because every person's love is unique. <3